I have just had a lovely Christmas Day with Alex and Cat. After finding my appetite was also having a break, I spent the day picking, watching TV, Star Wars (of course) and the Doctor Who christmas special. But I can't help but feel melancholy. I never got a call, or text or email from any member of my family; So I guess my worse fears have been realised. I am easily forgotten.
I wonder what kind of legacy am I going to leave? I feel that I am spending each day, like I watch the clock. just waiting. Waiting for opportunity, perhaps? waiting for affirmation? Waiting for Him (whoever he may be) - Well, I don't fucking know, do I? I guess I just don't want to feel like i'm waiting for something anymore.